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Dream - January 12, 2022

I had a dream last night, and it's unnerving to remember. It coincides, I think, with my acceptance of reality as it currently is. After the CDC made some careless comments about people with comorbidities being the ones who are dying from the pandemic, and that was good news, I came to a realization about my own mortality. The hospitals are currently overwhelmed. I may not, medically, be able to get the booster shot for the virus since I had such a terrible reaction to the second shot in the first series. I have more than a few chronic illnesses — spinal stenosis, GERD, fibromyalgia, and several mental health diagnoses — and I am disabled. I am currently having, what I think, is another GERD flare-up, but have had a few concerning moments with my heart that are likely stress-related. I'm not at risk for a heart problem. But in the event something terrible were to happen with my health, I'd be out of luck. And after the CDC mentioned that they were okay with people like me b

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